大洞

心像破了个大洞。。。
希望填满它的是根木。。
哈哈。。。
很清楚握着不属于自己的东西的感觉是什么，
所以我一直都在压抑。
不想再受伤，
所以那是唯一能保护自己的方法。

好希望变成男生，
我的性格本来就是man嘛！
当女生根本就是浪费！
哈哈。。。

totally have no idea what am i typing above..
others just treat it as a joke to read, i dun mind.
can see that how complicated feeling i have now...
really hope some 1 can solve it.
but i know i am always alone to face it.
so i have to be strong, right?
if weishan, yuan kuan or jocelyn have chance to read this,
i am here to tell u all,
i met some like BM.. the person i keep repeat in sch in past.
see, i am suffering now.
tell me why i always face this.
no answer rite?
really am failure rite?
oh! god!
i really wish i am a man rather than a girl!

forgive me for this random post...